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Continuing On...

  So with everything happening, I was still able to keep hanging out with my friends and take care of my mom. One day, I remember certain things but not everything clearly. I was invited to a sleepover with a couple of friends and they were coming to pick me up but I wanted to eat something. I hurried up and ate some Spaghettio's with franks and downed a can of Mountain Dew. My brother and his friend were playing with a football out front and the PT cruiser was coming down the driveway bumping music. My mom and brother hollered to have a good time, I jumped in the car, and we took off. One of my friends was driving and the other one was putting make up on in the passenger seat. I was in the back and we were all just singing to the music. The last song that I remember hearing was Black and Yellow by Wiz Khalifa (turns out later that Love Story by Taylor Swift was playing at the time . I wasn't feeling right and I told my friends that I didn't feel good, and then I remember f...

Hello World...Let's Start at the Beginning

 Let's start at the beginning. To understand everything that is going on in my life and to catch you up to today, I have to go all the way back. Some stuff may be hard to read so just read on with caution. When my mom was pregnant with my sister, she got chicken pox and pneumonia, and ended up on a ventilator. While she was unconscious, my sister was born stillborn and my mom never got to say goodbye to her. She went through a very hard time after that with depression. She had two boys and wanted a girl very much so it was also very devastating that she lost her girl and didn't get to say goodbye. Her plan was to be done having children after my sister but she tried one more time and she got me! Now I also gave her a run for her money from the moment I was born. I was born a month and a half early, lost weight, and had spinal meningitis. I also happened to turn blue one day while my mom was feeding me. Neither of us knew what the future held for the both of us and that our stru...